I'm absolutely terrified Egg retrieval is tomorrow.
I'm not scared of the pain I'm scared of the results, how many eggs will there be? how many will fertilize?
My E2 number is a lot lower than I expected makes me nervous, but it's all out of my hands now,
I can't make this any different than it is,
God please let this be our time guide me through this safely.
Now I'm just paranoid like
Am I in enough pain to have as many eggs as I have,or why am'nt I more bloated?
Crazy I Know I think my over medicated brain is irrational.
I am praying this will work out 6 and a half years has been such a long time, and We've been through a lot,
emergency surgeries on both Dh and me (at different times)
Radical lifestyle changes, planned surgery, ectopic pregnancy and 5 failed iui's
I've prayed and cried for this miracle for so long,
makes me wonder will my prayers ever be answered?are they meant to be?
I hope so, We both really do.
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