Struggling with IVF

If I/You think I was complaining before I take it all back from the first IVF cycle.
This cycle is completely different the major changes are below:
Change of doctor from male to female.
Change to doctor I don't know as opposed to my regular of three years.
Change of protocol from Short (antagonist) to Long (agonist)
Change of costs this IVF is costing us a lot more.
Each appointment is triple the cost.
The actual procedure is the same/slightly cheaper.
We'll spend at least 1500 on blood tests and near 1000 on meds that we didn't have to last time :(
And its still the same my doctor is so busy we'll always have to wait around. Except for retrieval and transfer (at least i'm hoping)
My dosage I Started higher on 175iu last time started on 150iu.
At my first appointment I was decreased in my first IVF.
This time I've been increased to 200iu due to poor response.
Well not extremely poor but still only about 7 or 8 follies this time.
We'll see the most important thing is that the result will be the opposite.
Turning the negative of last cycle into positive.
Trying my hypnotism cds as of yesterday.
Hope they'll help me be more positive.